I do sometimes feel selfish and stupid considering that God has considered me and actually has a purpose to my life. At other times I feel 'ofcourse he has'! There is a statement that 'God would have sent Jesus to die, even if you were the only person on the earth' my reaction has usually 'yeh ofcourse .. and'. But actually when I think of God using this life in reality I find it hard to consider.
9And he made known to us the mystery of his will according to his good pleasure, which he purposed in Christ, 10to be put into effect when the times will have reached their fulfillment—to bring all things in heaven and on earth together under one head, even Christ.
11In him we were also chosen, having been predestined according to the plan of him who works out everything in conformity with the purpose of his will, 12in order that we, who were the first to hope in Christ, might be for the praise of his glory. 13And you also were included in Christ when you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation. Having believed, you were marked in him with a seal, the promised Holy Spirit, 14who is a deposit guaranteeing our inheritance until the redemption of those who are God's possession—to the praise of his glory.